Not Normal

Ok it's day eleven and I feel horrible? What's up with that? I have to do this all again a week from Wednesday and I'm a mess. I tried church today, but ended up going home, extremely dizzy, nauseous and with my head throbbing. I felt better three days ago. I guess a call to the oncology team is in order for tomorrow. I have a feeling that having at least one streaming bloody nose a day is not normal, even for chemotherapy. But here's the deal. If I need a transfusion, I refuse to accept any jealous remarks from you diehard"Edwardians" out there salivating into your fourth book!